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- I have been trying to get this template working for some time now. Today, on my second attempt, I did discover that it isn't me, it's this site. Don't go under D-land, I just paid you 55 bucks for a years worth of bitching. Saw Baby's real dad today. What's that you say? Her REAL dad? Yup. He's in jail, attempted murder. Been there since I was 5 months pregnant. Haven't seen him in 5 years. So fucking emotional, so what did I do to cope? RUM. And I'm still drinking it. In fact, I'm only on my second drink. I need to be numb. I'm sick of feeling. I'm sick of life. Yeah, yeah life is what you make of it, blah blah flipping blah. I made this life, I'm living it, I cannot deny I do have fun and love it all. It's just when shit hits the fan, it spins around 2 million fucking times before letting go. ...tattooed everything. |