blahfuckingblah
Monday, Jan. 08, 2007, 11:50 p.m.

what's the fucking point?

I feel compelled to write about my shitty life.

here's a poem I wrote in honor of my new SHITTY FUCKING relationship.

i am totally the girl who loves to be abused. I FUCKING LOVE IT. I'm still here, right?

i love you more than most things.

i wish i could show you how

but now you say i'm cheating

and i'm screaming no.

IT'S NOT TRUE.

never would be.

can't you see?

or understand

that this is all new to me too?

let me show you

just stay you'll see

just stop.

my head, my thoughts

i'm here

i always will be

stop degrading me

or keep going, i don't know what i want

i couldn't love you any more.

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