Back (again)
Thursday, Nov. 30, 2006, 5:02 p.m.

my goodness, it has been awhile, hasn't it? looks like i need to update my membership. i will, sometime this week.

i'm getting married. his name is james, and i love everything about him. we get on reasonably well, have a great time, and the sex is fantastic. i'm a little afraid he'll cheat on me or back out at the last second or something(remnants of C) but he's such a good guy...and such a good dad. he has 3 children.

now for the shocker...where did we meet you ask? at the club...he's my manager. HAH. and no, i am not dancing anymore. i felt guilty, and he couldn't take it. so i am not working right now. i'll cocktail waitress to get through the holidays, and then after that we have agreed that i can just work part time and go to school full time. he truly wants what is best for me.

i'm happy. i have slowed down a bit on the drink, but i find myself drinking in secret, like thurs sat sun when he works a double.

i have been through so much in the past few years. i had an awful 2 years, from the time c and i broke up until now...i hate to say it is all because of jamie but it is, you know?

enough of this sap. Baby is doing fantastic. She started kindergarten this year, can you believe it? crazy.

so i'll update more now that i'm all stable and stuff. i'll also update more later tonight, and i'll get some pics and reup my membership sometime this week.

ciao.

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