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Addict I am sitting here with a wineglass next to me, but it's full of water. I have not drank so much the past 3 days. It's only three days, but 'one step at a time'. I know that I am an alcoholic. I have come to terms with this, after 4 years and I need to stop. I like myself very much, but I do not like my actions. I hang out with the wrong people. I stress over little shit and everything is drama drama drama. Me moving to cally is my way of escaping but before i go i really nee to curb this. Or i will never escape no matter where I go. Right? Everythingis just so messed up. It's just one addiction or another or one asshole or another plus a douchebag. I'll get through this. ...tattooed everything. |