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Cold-hearted bitch What a cold-hearted bitch. For all I haven't said, to make a long, drawn out, dramatic bullshit story short, C tried to get with my best friend. I kicked him out. I fell apart, blew lines and drank till 3 a.m. for 2 weeks. He moved back in. Now my friend "J" is back from the marines...he's home for good. It's an old high school crush but I want him... so bad. It's a pure physical attraction and I broke up with C. Now I feel bad because he is a wreck over it. But didn't I do the right thing in breaking up because of my attraction for someone else? And what about Baby? Why am I throwing our family away? For an animal magnetism stemming out of a simple high school crush? But what if it turns out to be more than that... What a cold-hearted bitch. |